March 2012
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Me: Daddy I don't like people
Daddy: Then don't be around them.
Me: But I have to. You put me in school.
Daddy: Okay then, don't go to school.
Me: Wait... really?
Daddy: Yeah. If you want to give up on your goals and dreams, don't go to school. You're there for yourself, for your benefit. Not for everyone else. So if you don't wanna be in school, then you can clean the house and be everything you said you wouldn't be; a servant.
Me: Okay, I'm going to bed now to wake up early, bye.
thatlegitkid:
Since when do you care!!! The only time you’ll talk to me is if something bad happens.kbye.
Anonymous asked: nick still likes you.
I thought talking to you would help. It’s not helping at all.
Anonymous asked: do you smoke
Anonymous asked: Do you regret breaking up with Robert?
Anonymous asked: Two regrets?
The best thing about dolling up one day, is seeing someone and making them realize; “Damn, I lost out on that” Yeah. Sweetest revenge. Someone else will appreciate this, and when you realize that I’m everything you wanted but let it go, we’ll see who’s REALLY missing out.
If you’re really going to ask “why?”, I suggest you think again. Maybe it’s because of you.
Anonymous asked: you do hookah?
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So if I dress differently tomorrow? Curl my hair? Look prettier? Would you notice me then? Or would you turn around again, without acknowledging my existence? Sometimes I just wanna grab you and see if you would do anything, but then. Your rejection scares me more then anyone else’s. Why? Because I can handle being told no from a random stranger who hasn’t given me past feelings like...
February 2012
I miss you all of the time.
I try to work and study, but then I play my Beyonce playlist and I cant help it. I just have to dance and sing. Smh. Someone help me, please.
katelynfeliciano:
Honestly, I don’t see myself with someone who’s had more “experience” than I. Which is sort of hard to come across because most of the guys I know have already done so much. Me? I haven’t even had my first kiss.
I guess I just want to experience my firsts without any expectations set for me. No one to be compared to. You know?
And, I most definitely don’t want to ‘just get it...
ch4rmz:
Man being tall sucks. Could I please be like 5’4 or something!??!?
-____- Tell me about it.
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I think the cutest thing about today was when Jordyn and Jordan asked me if I was okay telling me they’ve seen my tumblr, and that they know what happened. The smallest things can make a person’s day, and knowing that those two care made me feel better. Whether or not I’m with you, I know that I’m important to someone, that I’m beautiful to someone, I know that...
I can’t eat like I used to anymore. Every time I eat I feel like throwing up right after. It’s sick and gross and disgusting. I can’t do it anymore. Something’s wrong with my stomach. Maybe it’s my tummy telling me to stop and start working out. I’ve never been like this before. My stomach is never this upset. Maybe it’s my own fault. Mmk. Ugh. I feel...
OMG FUCK YOU NICHOLAS SPARKS. THE SADNESS. THE DEPRESSION. NO. LOVE SUCKS. AGH.
Okay, no. Seriously. Just climb into my window at night, smother my face with a pillow, and just, stab me. Anyone?
Omg. Can someone just stab me in my face or something?
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YOU KNOW WHAT I REALIZED?!
It’s hurting me more then it’s hurting you. OHP. I win!
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:) I hate nights like these. I lied. I’m not going to sleep. I’m going to torture myself by laying in my bed and letting my mind go into complete madness. I’m going to think about the things I said I would never or should never think about. I’m going to imagine how painful it would be to see you with someone else. I’m going to list out all the things I hate about...
benanaaaa asked: :( youre so mean never help- anon
Finished all my work, time for some sleep! I am pooooped. Good day at Kokyo’s with the family, saw My boo boo, Khrystien and Baby brother :) Church with the best two sponsors, they’re like parents I swear, I love MG and Megs! Said Hi to Mommy after church with Ryan.
SUPERAWKS. Mommy introduced me to the grandparents, her parents, as Ryan’s girlfriend. We both were like NOOO NO...
benanaaaa asked: HELP ME WITH SEATON ESSAY. go on aim
